Why are we here?

by Katrina on March 8, 2010

“How do you do it all?”

I used to get that a lot. From other moms at my son’s preschool. From parents at the Y where my daughter took swim lessons. From coworkers at the web consulting agency where I managed a team of designers. From the editor at the publishing company that offered me a contract to write a design book. Even from my husband.

I was a 37-year-old mother of three* and somehow, my kids, my marriage, and my career were all thriving.

Then, one Saturday afternoon in the spring of 2009, while driving to Target to buy diapers, I broke down. Not my car. Me.

photo by Natasha Mileshina

I pulled over to the side of the road, my hands shaking, barely able to breathe. I called my husband and sobbed, “I can’t do this anymore.”

Thus ended my career, and thus began a journey into crippling depression, anxiety, and insomnia; medication, meditation, and therapy. As I learned to heal my body and my mind, I searched for answers to one question: What the hell happened to me?

At first, I thought there was something wrong with me. After all, I had a loving husband, a supportive boss, healthy kids, a good income. If I couldn’t manage a career and a family then how were other women doing it, women who didn’t have all those advantages?

I started talking to my friends, my relatives, my housekeeper, my doctor, my babysitter. I wanted to know how were they managing it. Guess what? They weren’t. They suffered from panic attacks and depression, heart palpitations and hives, migraines and mysterious coughs that won’t go away. Some of them took anti-depressants. Others took anti-anxiety medications. Most of them fantasized about quitting their jobs. They were barely getting by. I had no idea. Like me, they had been putting a brave face on their suffering. Like me, they all assumed there was something wrong with them.

There are dozens of self-help books telling women they can do it all—succeed in demanding careers and still be good parents, good partners, and even happy, fulfilled people. But my experience and that of the women I know tells a different story.

I decided to start this blog as a place where I could organize my thoughts and connect with others who are thinking deeply about this issue. And so, dear reader, we find ourselves here, on an auspicious day, International Women’s Day, at the beginning of what I hope will be a fruitful conversation about why raising kids in the U.S. is so ridiculously, head-achingly, heart-breakingly hard, and what we can do about it.

If you have a story about raising kids and working or watching other people do it, I want to hear about it. If you’re a researcher or a policy maker and care about this issue, let’s talk. If you have a wild or brilliant idea for how to make this better, I want to hear about that, too.

Leave your comment here, or email me privately at katrina@workingmomsbreak.com.

*NOTE: I have two kids of my own and a stepdaughter on the weekends. I never know if I should say I have two kids or three. I usually say three because there are three children I love and care for on a regular basis.

{ 38 comments… read them below or add one }

Amanda

Hi I need help! I am a married mom of four . I work all day and rush to get my seven year old twins from school. Only to rush home to take my 13 year old to ball practice an hour away almost everyday. On the weekend I travel with her ball team. My husband works second shift so he is never home. I just need to find balance. I feel like I never stop and I’m always in a dead rush. I’ve gain twenty pounds in three months. I am really going crazy . My house a mess, my car trashed. Cooking that’s out of the question. Mean while the kids fight more and more. I can’t make anyone happy. Going to the market has even become difficult since my twins throw tantrums anywhere I go. What’s frustrating is hearing ” single moms” get so much credit. I have realized all moms should be viewed equally.

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Maribel

Hey there Amanda,I’m so sorry you’re going through all this,I’m by no means an expert,I’m also a mom so,I feel you!!
I don’t know what to call this,you name it,advice,opinion,etc.There’s so much going on in your daily life,have you considered asking your kids how they feel about their routine? Maybe they too feel overwhelmed and wished they could just give up some of their afterschool activities,sometimes less is more and that could give you all more time to connect as a family!!blessings!

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jennifer

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Rose

Hi moms,
I feel released that I am not alone for feeling anxious and worn out at work and at home with 2 boys (1 & 3 year old) and a husband.
I don’t have time for myself not to mention spending time with my childless friends liked I used to in my previous life. I am thinking about joining some support group or doing something without kids and husband around but I can’t find the time or the motivation to do it. I am hoping that many of you will share with me how you overcome a feeling of guilt for leaving with some friends (my husband and I have no close relatives around) and make time for yourself Our boys demand all of my attention morning and night, going to work is a break from them when I can go to the restroom peacefully. Lately, I don’t find joy in working much, and I think it is time to find a new job. I know a new job comes with so many unknown and uncertainty. At least I know that I know my current job well enough that I don’t find it challenging, fear of leaving my comfort zone but living in a silent desperation.
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Hi, I was a stay at home mom for 7 years, I have 3 girls. I’ve been back to work for 2 years. I’m now working full time and I’m starting to lose it. I’m yelling at my kids all the time, I can’t keep up with housework, laundry and cooking. My kids eat crap, their behavior sucks and I can’t get them into sports because I can’t leave work to take them. My husband is self employed and he has to work. I want to tell my boss that I want to reduce my hours, but we are just now getting successful and making money. (I’m an assistant in the
Mortgage business). I’m more concerned that I’m losing my family. Help!!!

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Tash

HI everyone, I feel so relieved to have read this post and all respective comments.
I am a full-time working step-mum in Australia and I feel like I am drowning is all sorts of negative feelings and thoughts. From my partner to his daughter to work and all the way through to living in general.
Working full time I’m up no later than 6:30am getting myself ready for work and when miss 4 wonders out (if she isn’t already awake from 4am and refuses to go back to sleep) I don’t even get a good morning just grunts, whining and crying, I have learnt to not ask her ANY questions in the morning, no how did you sleep, no what would you like for brekkie or to even put her slippers on. All of this before I am even showered. I have been “mum” for the past two years, I have never met BM nor has she attempted to even have contact with miss 4 in that time. SAHD I must say he has evolved to the role in leaps and bounds, now I can come home to no dishes and a tidy lounge room, the bed may not be made but the living are is tidy, So why am I so unhappy? I miss out on the best part of their days that’s why. I am always at work and then on weekends I try to catch up on the ‘bigger house chores’ like cleaning the bathroom, doing the washing and sweeping/mopping the floors throughout the whole house. Miss 4 refuses to listen to me and is very defiant towards me, hits me on regular occasions and randomly bites for no reason. Daddy jumps to her defence with – “she is only 4” “she doesn’t know any better” “lighten up your over reacting” but he does not stand beside me in combat, assisting her in breaking ALL the house rules ie: no eating in the living room, cleaning toys up before bringing more out, not tidying toys in her room or playroom, not eating dinner, getting snacks as she pleases (while I am in the kitchen cooking dinner) trading shoes in for slippers when they get home or after being outside. I feel like daddy is setting me up to fail with his daughter (I have seen her as and treated her as my own for the time she entered our home full time) He has recently made comment (unintentional – I hope) ‘my daughter’!! not ‘our daughter’ or even ‘Miss 4’ I work full time to support them both, come home from work at 5pm and the first thing I HAVE to do is cook dinner and swallow what ever my day was like and replace it with trying to keep my $#!t together. I’m not sure if its for my own sanity or because I feel like a failure for not being around or having a daughter that seems to hate me for it. I feel like I will never get out of this revolving door :(

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Shalinda

Hi everyone! I’m so glad I am not alone in my situation. I am 28 years old and a mother of 3 girls (1,3, and 9). I work three 12 hour shifts a week (Mon, Wed +Thurs) and 1 half day (Fri) as a nurse 40 miles away from home and my husband sells cars so that means a lot of hours. I’m up by 5am and home around 8:30p. I have been feeling so overwhelmed lately and a majority of the time I get very little help from my husband because he is never home. Between the cooking, cleaning, hair days, laundry and errands I have no time for myself We purchased our house 2 years ago and converted our 2 car garage into an apartment. It was a great investment. I was hoping with the extra income I could stay home with our children temporarily but my husband isn’t taking me wanting to stay home too good. For the most part he just thinks I complain too much! I’ve explained several times that 100% of the household responsibility falls on me! I mean he never ever cooks and rarely bathes my 2 youngest kids! And he always tells me he has no patience to assist the kids with homework or school projects! I dread the school year. Now I’m going to have 2 kids in school and 1 still in diapers. I’m ready to pull my hair out now! Running away sounds even better…..I am physically and mentally exhausted…..

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Melissa

Well, I have a 5 year old who was born prematurely… Dealing with nebulizer treatments and sleepless nights alone was hard…When she finally started sleeping at night- I started working night shift. One child is enough for my full time work load and folks who don’t live my life need to get one.

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tori

I am a mother of 3 boys (8,5,11 months) no daycare or babysitters. Basically I do the full time mom thing, clean the house and cook , pay incoming bills , try to be the best loving wife to my husband, and work a overnight job. Just like most overnight workers when my husband comes home i’m out the door. I did go back to school , hoping for a better life . I couldn’t find a job in that career and it wasn’t working with my mommy schedule. Mentally I am broken down but still try to keep my head up and smile. My life is great 3 wonderful boys , loving husband, and financially comfortable . But yet feel broken down inside and not understood. My husband is amazing but yet I feel that he doesn’t understand how hard it is to do all that I do and that’s with little to no sleep. I feel that he thinks that since im home all day I should do more with my time , cleaning and maintain a house and kids doesn’t take all day. Be more productive with my time and try bettering myself since I don’t have a career like he does. I don’t know how to get him to understand working at night is hard by itself, it really put a toll on you. Plus I’ve been doing it for 8yr.s now. On top of that I take care of a baby , the older boys, and everything else. I feel so lost and broken I just don’t know what to do and its harder to keep smiling.

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Phoebe

I am a mom to a two year old, a 10 month old, and I am currently pregnant with my third, which we have learned is coming to us with Down Syndrome. I started my career as an environmental consultant two weeks after graduating from college. I was the rockstar employee destined to run the company someday. I worked 50-60 hrs a week making a name for myself. I loved my job and my success at only 23 years old. Then I got married and started a family. Paying for childcare was/is not a issue we both make great money. But I too find myself in a constant battle of not being great all around. The stress of work, and being a mommy, house keeper, cook…well you all know the roles actually to my belief contributed to the severe stroke (complete paralysis on the left side of my body) I suffered 1.5 yrs ago at the age of 28 yes 28 while 8 weeks pregnant. I have since made some changes in my life that have lowered the stress level, but I’m still running in the working full time and being a mom race. I cry some days thinking there has to be a better way.

I just found my way to your blog and can’t wait to explore it more. I’m glad to here I’m not the only one with these thoughts.

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Renatha

Hi I am a mother of three children ( 2,4, 13yrs old). I have been a single mother for years, working as a soldier, running a side business selling avon, teaching my little ones there preschool stuff, helping out my oldest with his teenager homework, church, cleaning four times a day bc I have ocd, cooking, and I am a full time undergraduate student majoring in pharmacy technician then heading to graduate school to be a pharmacists. I know its alot and after reading some of the stories below I see I am not alone however I don’t have a husband to help me out or care for me it’s just the kids and I. I hope and prayer for a loving supportive husband so I keep myself in shape to take away the stress of all my tasks n duties, make sure to take my breaks in between studying, aND I have created a schedule for meal plans etc for the kids and if I can some me time even if it’s watching the Titanic over n overy again or greys anatomy series I have missed. Ladies keep up the good work it’s amazing how everything falls on the women but men only have to do one thing and that is work. We can juggle it all so why can’t they assist us just saying. Men need to step it up we work we do this n that and stil cook and clean and do homework til 3 or 4 am so why they can’t they what’s the excuse. I feel like I am on overload like someone pushed a button and made me go into super mommy mode. It’s very challenging to say the least. My social life doesn’t exist well it hasn’t existed in like over ten years.

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I am at such a loss, I am married with 2 boys one is out on his own, my youngest is a senior in high school. We just filed bankruptcy and we are foreclosing on our house of 9 yrs. we just had 11 wedding anniversary and my husband has lost both his Dad 7 yrs ago and Mom last December. He was adopted and they had such an amazing relationship. My job was being downgraded so I took a job as a Supervisor in a clinic that has been very busy and now I am acting for another clinic. Our dreams were to be working retired and buy some land and build a tiny house. But my husband says I am controlling and complain a lot about money. He spends so much and it is always either breaking us or barely pushing the next paycheck. We found an apartment and thought we were going to be able to keep both our dogs but then they came back and said we could keep the rat terrier but not our puppy blue heeler. It has destroyed my husband we got into an argument over money and he smokes pot which I am ok with but pay bills first then have fun. But he started staying at the house until it is foreclosed on completely. We started working together and then pay day came and he took a bunch of money out and I said something and he blew up. So we were really bad and it was over. He scared me and I went and pulled out of our cell plan and I am adding our son as well. We talked yesterday for the first time without being hateful and I took off work so we could spend the day working on us. But as soon as he got here it was almost a fight brewing and telling me he will have to move to another town closer to work as we only have one vehicle. I said you need to stay here with us and we can work on us but he doesn’t want to give up the dog we got her from his family. I understand and our oldest said he could keep her and we could just go and take care of her. I went and changed bank accounts because I really thought we were over not that I want to be but we just signed a lease for a year and I feel I need to take care of bills and save money. Crappy day

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marion

From my early days on I was always the one being strong to be able to support and be there for others. All that went fine without any issues until about 3yrs ago. I had a two he commute to work, worked an average of 11 hrs and wad there for my family. I finally had the strength to leave my husband but from that time one I was unable to take constructive feedback (never bothered me before), etc. From then on, I have been crying about everything and anything, This crying and emotional turmoil cost me my second job in about one year. That makes me cry because.I am used to working. Everything seems to be falling apart, including my financial independence. I want to be the OLD me again. I was happy then.

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Lindsey

It sounds as if you are still dealing with leaving your husband maybe? I don’t know your history but that seemed to be a big impact.

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Sandra

Hi.
I just came across your blog as I googled ” routines for working mums on days off”

After having a messy house, two girls of 3 who I spend no quality time with, a messy car and a husband who needs a “wife” he asked to marry. Messing things up at work and generally feeling overwhelmed, stressed and angry with everyone.

I decided enough is enough. The power is in my hands. I indetified having a bad sleeping and eating routine as the main issues and so causes for my life being a mess right now.

And so I have come up with a 30 day challenge for myself. No idea if I will be able to stick to it or even continue to the momentum when u wake up but am hopefully I will do my best because all other options have not worked.

Right so my challenge is to sleep at 10-10;30 every night rather than my usual 2am. And wake up at 6;30 giving myself and hour and a half to prepare for work. Have breakfast, go for a quick run and then take my time getting dressed.

Then schedule my eating and make sure to eat through out the day.

Then a routine for when I get home at 6 with my twins. Who stay with a child minder until I get back from work.

If all goes well and my life suddenly becomes awesome and my energy levels get back up, I will let you all know.

Until then please give me some tips on how to enjoy my days off work and how to spend some time with my kids on my days working????

Good luck to us all xxx

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Jody

Hi I’m a working single mum but I have 4 amazing kids 14,11,8,4 all to the same bloke but he’s not interested in any of them , there 3 boys and a girl yes it’s hard really hard but I do it for them , I do get days where I’m drained and had enough of the fighting and arguing and the attitudes and tantrums , and just want to give up but I keep fighting , some days I have no idea how I do it but I do , I’m up in the nights when there poorley I take them to school, then go to work get home walk the dogs then pick kids up , cook tea , tidy house , bath kids , more house work , sit eat my tea , do homework , read book then lights out for them , bath for me then bed , it’s the same everyday , day in day out but it’s worth it so please next time you think you got it bad maybe just maybe think there’s someone out there who’s worse off than yourself x

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Sarah M.

I don’t think this is a competition. This is a safe place where we share our own personal breaking points, which is based off our own experiences. I leave for work and I am gone for 9 hours. I have a feeling, based on your comment, that you are only working part-time. If what you are dealing with stresses you out, fine, that’s what this site is here for, but don’t discredit someone else’s feelings because you feel yours are more validated.

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Jody

Sorry if that came across that way but that’s what my told me as I was growing up there’s always someone worse of than yourself I also work 9/5 kids go to school clubs befor and after school which is a massive help x

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Sarah M.

Alright. It did come off competitive but I understand what you’re trying to say. There is ALWAYS someone that will be “worse off” but it’s all in perspective. Unfortunately, someone else’s broken legs does not make the bruise on my arm feel any less tender.

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SaveMe

I am a single mother of a preschooler going through the horrible, and I mean HORRIBLE threes. I wake up at the crack of dawn to get us both ready in our paper thin, falling apart overly priced apartment, drop him off at his caregiver, commute 45 minutes to work, work 9 1/2 hours, get home with him by 7pm where I attempt to play with him, cook dinner, pay my bills if I’m lucky and then fight to get him to sleep for an hour. By then, it’s usually 11pm and I end up passing out on the couch. Clean? I don’t even know what that is. I’m pretty sure I’ve invented a new strain of penicillin in the pile of dishes in my sink. I live over an hour away from family to help. To top it off, I was recently diagnosed with Lupus. I honestly don’t what to do or think I can keep this up for much longer. While I could never it do it myself, I view the women who take off less harshly these days.

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Sarah

There isn’t much balance because I have a full time job and take care of my daughter. It can be tough. The women on my husband’s side of the family keep asking me “When are you going to have another?” Yet they never had a job and I just keep thinking about my mortgage payments. It’s rude to ask such questions whenever your load is full.

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Lindsey

It’s good to know that I am not alone. I work full time, am back in college full time (since last year), have three boys, a husband, a house and two dogs. I can’t keep up. I’m forgetting things and it’s things I should normally remember. It’s upsetting and scary at the same time. I’m sitting here thinking I’ve got early dementia and I’m in my early 30’s! I don’t know what to do. Is my brain in overload?

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Bree

I never imagined how insanely difficult it was going to be to juggle a newborn, work, school, and a house. My son is 7 weeks old and I just went back to work as nanny, and I don’t know how I am going to cope with these hours. I work 50 hours one week, and then 53 the following week, and my daily commute is an hour and thirty minutes. I feel so physically and emotionally exhausted when I get home that the thought of doing my homework gives me anxiety. My husband works very hard at his job, but when he comes home he leaves a trail of garbage, food, and clothes behind him. I am not exaggerating when I say I have never seen him do the dishes. It is like I have a second child to tend to. I have to some how clean everything, do the laundry, do school work, get up almost every hour to feed my son, work crazy long hours, and maintain my sanity…. I am in my mid twenties and I feel like I have taken on too much. This momma needs help!!

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Hi guys, I am a new mother and I’m desperately to get my three month daughter to sleep through the night. Currently I am lucky to get four hours rest a night. Regards

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Cynthia

I’m not a doctor but what I did when my son was that age was I cut the nipple of the bottle very slightly so that baby cereal could fit through the nipple. I gave give a bottle after a bath before bed with a little bit of cereal in the milk (breast milk at that time). That helped him to sleep longer since his belly was full.

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syretta

WOW. I googled feeling overwhelmed, exhausted and unhappy I came on to this forum. I have justed taken up volunteering at a company called HOME START as all four of my kids are now in primary school and I wanted some thing more than cleaning, coookin, and more cleaning cookin to do on a day as I work nights. I was researching a scenario on how I woukd help some feeling overwhelmed, exhausted and unhappy. I have read all your comments and it was like reading about my self, you just really dont know how much you do till we crash and burn which ive done a few times throughout my kids lifes.
I really hope you all find that middle peace and have a happy life xxx

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Sania

Hello all

And I thought I was the only super mom. I am mother of a 6 yr old and a one year old. I am responsible for groceries, cooking everyday religiously, taking kids for all their appointments, activities, dropping older one to school and picking up, and I work full time. My profession involves a lot of driving. And guess what I am a mental health counselor, but I just can’t seem to manage my stress level. My husband is a business man and hence he works 24/7. No help at all. Wants food on demand, tea/coffee on demand. I put kids to sleep everyday, give them baths everyday. I sleep at 1 am and I am up at 7.30 am. I do manage to do everything, but recently I have been feeling frustrated and angry. I forgot to mention something important. My job is getting me and my husband citizenship and hence I feel more pressured to perform better at work. I honestly feel that my husband takes me for granted as he knows no matter how much I complain I am still going to do it. I am on a verge of nervous breakdown. I am just tired. Any suggestions or advice will be appreciated.

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Sarah M.

Sania,
Oh no. That’s not OK that you do EVERYTHING, regardless of his career. Being a partner is exactly that, the responsibilities must be shared equally. I understand that some careers are more demanding, but coming home does not mean that you get to put your feet up. When there are children involved, both parents must work until the kids are asleep. That’s just how it is. If he chooses not to do it, then you have a couple of options but first, does he at least appreciate your efforts? Does he take the time to show you how much what you do means to him? If not, then it sounds like there may be a bigger problem. Now, most people would just suggest divorce, which yes, it is an option. However, we don’t know the situation fully so based on just what you’ve said, I wouldn’t say that’s the best option. BUT you do need some time to relax. Pick one day a week that is just for you, even if it’s just a Friday night after work where you take yourself out to a movie, get your nails done, or even just sit in a mall and read a book, but you need some me-time. You are in control of you and the absence of you will also show him how much you do.
I hope this helps and I would love to talk more privately if you’re interested. Just let me know and I can send my email address.

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Jennifer

I don’t know what to do! I’m a single parent of 2 beautiful children and i have no one to help with childcare. I am about to lose my job as an assistant property manager because sooooo much pressure has been building on me daily for years. I have been having constant anxiety, depression and panic attacks for the past couple months and I don’t know how i’m gonna keep this roof over our heads. We lost my mom last year who was a big support in our lives and my kids are struggling immensely, my 6 year old has high levels of anxiety and many nervous habits and my 10 year old is acting out with behavior problems at school. 5yo just started kindergarten and 10 yo is going to middle school next year, I don’t know what to do to make this work! I am by no means giving up, but if i can’t work, i can’t keep a roof. My kids need me to be there for them, and even if i had someone to watch them at night or on the weekends, I would never be able to see them. I am at such a loss right now and no one is able or willing to help me out.

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Sam

I had post natal depression after the birth of my third child who is now just three. I’ve only just stopped taking meds and finding it all too much again, but I don’t want to medicate. I keep thinking surely I can do this. My eldest daughter is just going through puberty and she cries a lot. I try my best to be patient and kind, but I find I can’t always be. I often feel my temper rising. My husband is unemployed and not the most supportive husbands. In fact I carry a whole lot of resentment to him as well. How to manage? I want to be able to enjoy the moments, but I reach my limits too often. Where did that kind sweet person I used to be go?

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katay

I am at a feel low! I have a 2 half year old and work full time, my work is very tiring and full on I literally feel like collapsing at the end of the day! But of course I can’t I have my boy to come home to. My house is a constant mess my moods are awful, up and down. I barely find time to feed my self, I no if I had a healthy diet I may feel I bit more sane! I’m at breaking point, I can’t leave my job! I never in a million years ever imagined parenthood being this difficult and draining, I expected it to be the best thing for me and if I’m honest it the biggest mistake I could have made, I love my son to the moon and back but I still can’t help but think I have made a mistake! Any advice would be very helpful thank u

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Marie

Hello! Well my issue that I have is that…I don’t have enough fun! I work all week and when I come home I’m on mommy duty and we both know that that job never ends so we cannot clock in or out of that one. I’am dating again…finally so I do have romance in my life but I think I can use more of a social life…more fun like going out with some friends or close family members…a nice social outing. I would love to have that at least once a week. So yea I need to start having more fun and it’s not easy when you have a small kid that is always with you twenty four seven. I mean she does go on outings with other family members sometimes so when I do get my breaks I try to enjoy them. Dating is not easy either. Him and I only see each other when I have the free time and that’s when she’s not home. We both agreed that it’s too early in our relationship for him to be around her too much right now. What would be your suggestions on me trying to have more fun…more of a social life along with being a mom and a working woman?

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caroline

I don’t think anyone can help me. Here it is. I am a mother of a 2 y/o, pregnant, just started a 3rd shift job, im used to 1st shift. My husband works long hours and his job is very hard on him. After he eats dinner, he falls asleep on the couch. Our apartment is a mess, we both are barely making ends meet, I can’t afford daycare so I get about 3 hrs of sleep int he morning before my son gets up. Im so exhausted I don’t cook. So he ends up eating chicken nuggets or fast food. Im so stressed and depressed. I’m neglecting everything around me. Im also going to school part time for registered nurse and I can’t even find the energy to get through one page of reading. I have no friends and I don’t talk to my family much. I’m not getting any emotional support from my husband, as he is going to school as well and also exhausted. Im about 2,000 in debt. II dont know what to do. I have no life left in me to even smile.

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Heather

I am so lost, my husband and I have been separated for 6 months and he wants to come home but I am afraid that things will go back to the same as before. He spent a lot of money and did not respect me and my job. Our boys are grown and almost grown 20 and 18. We lost our house and filed bankruptcy and the apartment I moved into is small but I have money and a little savings. I have put money into my car. He hopped around with buddies and spent money and left a lease, at a trailer and racked up a few tickets. He smoked some pot ok a lot of pot. And he says he hasn’t but I am afraid to give in. So many mean and hurtful things have been done. I know I haven’t said I love him for a long time. I do he was my first love, but he says he doesn’t want to say he will not smoke and won’t spend money. I like spending money too but I do it after the bills are paid. Help me I am so lost he says he is leaving to go back to his hometown where I know he will be a hot mess there.

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